my unfiltered brain dump

Jul 13, 2025 ๐Ÿค–

hunger games: nugget edition ๐Ÿ—

woke up to stomach threats. fried nuggets like my life depended on it. it kinda did.

Jul 13, 2025 ๐Ÿ›ซ

tiktok โ†’ flightbooked ๐Ÿคก

watched one taiwan vlog and said โ€œme tooโ€. booked a ticket, screamed internally, and called it personal growth.

Jul 13, 2025 ๐Ÿšฐ

hydration nation ๐Ÿ’ง

drank 3 cups of water after nuggets because balance. i am health. i am confusion.

Jul 13, 2025 ๐Ÿง 

dev mode reloaded ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿ’ป

opened VSCode like a boss. stared at screen for 12 mins. added a semicolon and called it a productive day.

Jul 12, 2025 ๐Ÿงƒ

work from couch ๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿ›‹๏ธ

opened my laptop at 2pm, typed 4 emails, and decided i earned a full meal and lifelong praise. remote work, they said. empowering, they said.

Jul 12, 2025 ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ

jollibae moment ๐Ÿ—

nothing heals the soul quite like 2pc chicken + spaghetti after 1 hour of โ€˜hard workโ€™. meal of champions, regret of diabetics.

Jul 12, 2025 ๐Ÿ›Œ

nap trap activated ๐Ÿ˜ด

planned a power nap at 4pm. woke up to a missed call at midnight. slept through dinner, social life, and possibly a minor earthquake.

Jul 12, 2025 ๐Ÿซ 

not now, friend ๐Ÿ“ต

heard my phone ring at 12am, squinted, sighed, flipped it, and rejoined the dream realm. if itโ€™s urgent, email my ghost.

Jul 11, 2025 ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ

self-care but chaotic ๐Ÿฆ

12am.. told myself โ€˜just a biteโ€™. 6 bites later and now i'm googling how much sugar is too much sugar at midnight.

Jul 11, 2025 ๐Ÿง 

not planning to sleep soon ๐Ÿ˜…

1am.. ice cream kicked in. brain running on sugar and leftover adrenaline from the grievance talk. sleep who??

Jul 10, 2025 ๐Ÿง˜โ€โ™€๏ธ

calm before the HR storm ๐ŸŒช๏ธ

morning started slow. too slow. almost suspicious. turns out grievance claim brewing in the background. classic.

Jul 10, 2025 ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โš–๏ธ

grievance? handled. โœ…

calm voice, firm tone, slight eyebrow raise โ€” thatโ€™s how you resolve drama without losing your lunch appetite.

Jul 10, 2025 ๐Ÿฝ๏ธ

dinner squad assemble ๐Ÿฒ

met up with the gang for a warm, heavy, delicious dinner. no complaints, except maybe from my jeans button.

Jul 10, 2025 ๐ŸŒ™

12am shower, 1am deploy ๐Ÿ›๐Ÿ’ป

came home, rinsed off the day, then sat down to code like a raccoon in the glow of a vending machine. productivity: 10/10.

Jul 09, 2025 ๐Ÿงโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ’ฅ

from excel sheets to badminton feats ๐Ÿธ

left work in full office attire and somehow ended up diving for a shuttlecock. competitive? always. prepared? never.

Jul 09, 2025 ๐Ÿด

the dinner trap ๐Ÿš

i wasnโ€™t gonna go but they said thereโ€™d be home-cooked food. next thing i knew iโ€™m panting, sweating, and questioning my life choices. 10/10 would eat again.

Jul 08, 2025 ๐Ÿ’ค

recovery.exe still loading โณ

tried to rest. dreamt of excel sheets. woke up tired again. cute.

Jul 08, 2025 ๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ

finallyโ€ฆ a calm inbox?

no new emails in 2 hours. did i finish everything? or am i just hallucinating peace?

Jul 07, 2025 ๐Ÿ”‹

7th day resurrection ๐ŸงŸโ€โ™€๏ธ

payroll submitted. invoices sent. eyes dead. spirit broken. i am nothing but a vessel of excel.

Jul 07, 2025 ๐Ÿ˜ช

overtime till i overfeel

dragged my body to work. forgot my soul at home. forgot what joy feels like too.

Jul 07, 2025 ๐Ÿ

submitted payroll. collapsed after.

hit โ€˜submitโ€™ then hit the wall behind me. mentally, emotionally, physically โ€” complete shutdown achieved.

Jul 06, 2025 ๐Ÿง 

sunday scaries x payroll edition ๐Ÿ˜ฌ

checked inbox. 17 emails with โ€˜urgentโ€™ in subject. sunday peace = evaporated.

Jul 06, 2025 โ˜•๏ธ

coffee couldnโ€™t save me today

drank a large iced latte. still couldnโ€™t debug my soul. next time iโ€™ll try espresso.

Jul 05, 2025 ๐Ÿงพ

saturday shift sadness โ˜น๏ธ

entered 47 timesheets. no one noticed. i cried and also no one noticed.

Jul 05, 2025 ๐Ÿง‹

milk tea and misery

rewarded myself with boba. still wanted to scream into a void. it was a chewy void though.

Jul 04, 2025 ๐Ÿ˜ฉ

friday? more like cry-day

moodboard: receipts, audit trails, cold coffee, and one dead stare

Jul 04, 2025 ๐Ÿ“š

weekend? never heard of her

friday night and iโ€™m drafting payroll corrections. clubs who? friends where?

Jul 03, 2025 ๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿ“‰

excel tabs open, sanity closed

doing reconciliation, payroll, and invoicing at the same time. i forgot which sheet i was crying into.

Jul 03, 2025 ๐Ÿ›Œ

sleep debt > actual debt ๐Ÿฅฑ

had 4 hours of sleep and 42 hours of work. iโ€™m floating. is this enlightenment?

Jul 03, 2025 ๐Ÿซƒ

not the stomach again ๐Ÿซ 

ate a cracker, drank water, and felt like i ran a marathon. whereโ€™s the reset button?

Jul 02, 2025 ๐Ÿคข

ctrl+s my stomach pls ๐Ÿ˜ญ

burning sensation in my upper belly. 100% not from love. 200% from stress and black coffee.

Jul 02, 2025 โŒ›

overtime? overtime. overtime ๐Ÿ™ƒ

left the office at 10PM. office chair now knows my scent.

Jul 01, 2025 ๐Ÿ“…

1st of the month vibes ๐Ÿซ 

payroll opened, inbox exploded, someone asked โ€˜how do i claim OT again?โ€™. deep breaths. it begins.

Jul 01, 2025 ๐Ÿ“…

july said hi with a punch ๐ŸฅŠ

1st of the month and payroll is due. i am but a caffeine-fueled puppet in the hands of excel.

Jul 01, 2025 ๐Ÿฝ๏ธ

no lunch break, only data

someone asked me what i ate for lunch. i said column B to Z.

Jun 30, 2025 ๐Ÿ˜ฉ

gastritis but make it โœจcorporateโœจ

drank 2 coffees, skipped lunch, chased payroll. stomach: ok but why are we fighting???

Jun 30, 2025 ๐Ÿ’€

brain: buffer overload ๐Ÿ’ฝ

every tab open is a crisis. every file opened is the wrong one. help.

Jun 29, 2025 ๐Ÿ“ˆ

excel marathon pt. 458 ๐Ÿงพ

8 hours of vlookup, 4 hours of tears, 2 hours of pretending Iโ€™m not dying inside. still not done.

Jun 29, 2025 ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ

when did saturday become monday? ๐Ÿคก

working on the weekend like usual... except itโ€™s actually not usual and my soul left 3 hours ago.

Jun 28, 2025 ๐Ÿซฃ

spaghetti of mystery ๐Ÿ

cooked lunch without measuring anything. tastedโ€ฆ okay? would i serve it to a guest? only if they wronged me.

Jun 28, 2025 ๐Ÿ˜ค

digital cart betrayal ๐Ÿ›’

started with โ€˜iโ€™ll just do online groceriesโ€™. 30 mins later i was in aisle 7 arguing with a tomato. online failed me.

Jun 28, 2025 ๐Ÿ’€

project done, soul gone โœ…

finished one client site, stared at my screen, and immediately got hungry. i code, therefore i crave.

Jun 27, 2025 ๐Ÿ˜ต

caffeine count: 4 โ˜•๏ธโ˜•๏ธโ˜•๏ธโ˜•๏ธ

this ainโ€™t a sprint anymore. itโ€™s a 24-hour caffeine marathon and iโ€™m the only runner.

Jun 27, 2025 ๐Ÿคนโ€โ™€๏ธ

merge conflict... with myself ๐Ÿ’ฅ

working on 3 things at once. forgot what branch iโ€™m on. forgot what iโ€™m fixing. send help or iced latte.

Jun 26, 2025 ๐Ÿ“Š

the HR spreadsheet wars begin again โš”๏ธ

30 sites, 60 tabs, 1 exhausted girl with a pivot table and a prayer.

Jun 26, 2025 ๐ŸŽจ

styled a div, styled my soul ๐Ÿง˜โ€โ™€๏ธ

made a card hover smoother today. heart fluttered. maybe healing starts with css transitions.

Jun 25, 2025 ๐Ÿงฉ

just another bug in the matrix ๐Ÿ•ท๏ธ

this bug disappeared when i added a comment. now iโ€™m scared to touch anything else.

Jun 25, 2025 ๐Ÿฝ๏ธ

treat yoself wednesday ๐Ÿœ

had noodles for lunch. bubble tea after. life still chaotic, but at least iโ€™m hydrated (with sugar).

Jun 24, 2025 ๐Ÿ“จ

inbox: 40 unread, 0 emotional capacity ๐Ÿงƒ

opened email. saw the count. sipped coffee. closed email. weโ€™ll try again tomorrow.

Jun 24, 2025 โš™๏ธ

debugging my attitude ๐Ÿ’โ€โ™€๏ธ

client feedback made me cry a little. but also fixed 3 layout issues out of spite. we win anyway.

Jun 23, 2025 ๐Ÿซ 

brain: buffering... again ๐Ÿง โณ

opened 5 tabs to start a task. forgot the task. stared at tab 3 for 15 mins. closed laptop.

Jun 23, 2025 ๐Ÿ–ฅ๏ธ

when HR becomes IT ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ

someone asked if i could help 'fix' the printer. i write code, not spells. but sure, iโ€™ll try.

Jun 22, 2025 ๐Ÿ’ป

week-END fast af ๐Ÿ˜ฉ

isn't it friday just now?! how is it already monday in few hours!! I barely had any sleep yet! calm down a bit will u!๐Ÿ˜ญ

Jun 22, 2025 ๐Ÿ’ฅ

coffee for breakfast, lunch & regrets โ˜•๏ธ

ate no real food today. just espresso and adrenaline. now iโ€™m shaking and solving bugs at lightning speed.

Jun 22, 2025 ๐Ÿ—‚๏ธ

screenshot spiral ๐Ÿ“ธ

tried to organize my screenshots folder. ended up reliving 2 years of chaos. found a pic of a bug i never fixed.

Jun 21, 2025 ๐Ÿชฉ

sheโ€™s aliveeeeee ๐Ÿ’ป๐ŸŽ‰

after 2 weeks of late nights, coffee overdoses, and a few css meltdowns... my website is officially live. she cute. she coded. she mine.

Jun 20, 2025 ๐Ÿ“Œ

HR or error handler? ๐Ÿงƒ

today i explained the leave policy, approved 2 OTs, fixed a UI bug, and cried in between emails. business as usual.

Jun 20, 2025 โ˜•๏ธ๐Ÿง 

coffee logic failing โ˜• !== clarity

drank two americanos. still forgot to close a div. caffeine lied. brain said '404: focus not found'.

Jun 19, 2025 ๐Ÿชฆ

unhinged girl era ๐Ÿ˜”

havenโ€™t moisturized in 2 days. eye bags thriving. camera roll is 90% memes and screenshots. i miss me.

Jun 18, 2025 ๐Ÿง ๐Ÿ”ฅ

overwhelmed.exe crashed again ๐Ÿ’ป

7 things on my plate, 12 tabs open, and me staring at the wall like itโ€™ll solve itself.

Jun 17, 2025 ๐Ÿช

snack = personality ๐Ÿซ

ate 6 biscuits while debugging. no bugs fixed. but iโ€™m full of regret and refined sugar.

Jun 16, 2025 ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ

mirror says no ๐Ÿชž

tried to hype myself up today. mirror said 'girl be fr'. immediately opened grabfood and cried over pad thai.

Jun 16, 2025 ๐Ÿฅฑ

brain at 2% ๐Ÿชซ

iโ€™ve been running on low power mode for 3 weeks. forgot what rest feels like. someone reboot me pls.

Jun 15, 2025 ๐ŸŒ„

pre-booked peace โ˜๏ธ

four days in Yogyakarta. temples, coffee shops, and maybe a nap under the sun. healing unlocked.

Jun 13, 2025 ๐ŸŒฟ

slow days still count ๐Ÿƒ

no major tasks, no deadlines, just me, my coffee, and a tab open for learning. peace isnโ€™t loud, but itโ€™s real.

Jun 09, 2025 ๐Ÿ”•

email graveyard ๐Ÿ“ฉ

opened outlook. saw 87 unread. closed outlook. opened spotify instead. peace restored.

Jun 08, 2025 ๐Ÿคฏ

coffee #3 and still no clarity โ˜•๏ธ

my brain is vibrating, but i still canโ€™t figure out why my flexbox is misbehaving. caffeine failed me.

Jun 06, 2025 ๐Ÿงโ€โ™€๏ธ

procrasti-cleaning my files ๐Ÿงผ

had 1 task to do. ended up renaming 47 folders, deleting 12 screenshots, and changing my vscode theme. still didnโ€™t do the task.

Jun 06, 2025 ๐Ÿฒ

dev powered by noodles ๐Ÿœ

deployed bug-free build after eating spicy korean noodles. coincidence? or is gochujang the new caffeine?

Jun 05, 2025 ๐Ÿ’ก

rubber duck therapy ๐Ÿฆ†

explained a bug to my rubber duck, and halfway through, i solved it. duck didnโ€™t even say a word. 10/10 would vent again.

Jun 05, 2025 ๐Ÿ“Š

excel: the final boss

formulas broke. my soul broke. still approved 30 claims before lunch. powered purely by regret and ctrl+z.

Jun 03, 2025 ๐Ÿ“Ž

accidental HR weapon ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ๐Ÿ—‚๏ธ

logged in just to โ€˜check somethingโ€™ and somehow cleared 3 IRs, finalised payroll, and chased 2 vendors. not sure if possessed or efficient.

Jun 01, 2025 โ˜•๏ธ

coffee budget = destroyed ๐Ÿ’ธ

bought 3 coffees today trying to fix one bug. didnโ€™t fix the bug. but i did unlock a new jitter level.

May 30, 2025 ๐Ÿ”ง

missed semicolon, ruined day ๐Ÿ˜ฉ

took me 2 hours to debug a layout issueโ€ฆ it was a missing semicolon. pain is temporary, but shame is forever.

May 23, 2025 ๐Ÿ 

home is where mama laughs the loudest ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ญ

back in PH with mama and chuchay. shared silog breakfasts, sunset jeepney rides, and stories that didnโ€™t need explaining. soul full.

May 21, 2025 ๐Ÿคก

forgot to push again ๐Ÿ˜ฉ

felt proud finishing a task early. closed my laptop. forgot to push. forgot it existed. forgot i exist.

May 18, 2025 ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Console.log(my feelings)๐Ÿฅบ

I fixed a bug today by crying. Highly effective. Would recommend.

May 17, 2025 ๐Ÿ›

grab rides and roti canai ๐Ÿ’จ

everything felt fast โ€” the trains, the traffic, the food disappearing from my plate. still thinking about that teh tarik.

May 16, 2025 ๐Ÿ’ค

i deserve a nap bonus ๐Ÿ’ธ

worked 9 hours, coded 3, debugged 6, questioned existence 4. math doesnโ€™t math but i want my reward.

May 13, 2025 ๐ŸŒ…

bangkok buzz and mango sticky rice ๐Ÿ›บ

woke up to temple bells and fell asleep to market noise. in between? food, foot massages, and family giggles. 10/10 would sweat again.

May 11, 2025 ๐Ÿ”

ctrl+z my life pls โŒจ๏ธ

accidentally closed a file without saving. then realised i did the same thing with a conversation once. oops.

May 10, 2025 ๐Ÿงโ€โ™€๏ธ

named my variable โ€œstuffโ€ ๐Ÿซ 

i'll refactor it later. i lied.

May 10, 2025 ๐Ÿงณ

airport wifi and birthday tears ๐ŸŽ‚๐Ÿ“ถ

spent my birthday at changi doing payroll at 12midnight . waited for mama & chuchay โ€” birthday glam? not quite. unforgettable? definitely. ๐Ÿ˜Ž

May 09, 2025 ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ

merge conflict in my soul ๐Ÿงจ

trying to merge code and emotions at the same time. both threw errors. i blame git and feelings equally.

May 07, 2025 ๐Ÿซ–

coffee > therapy โ˜•

took one sip and suddenly everything felt 5% more solvable. still crying, but now with purpose.

May 02, 2025 ๐Ÿ“ฉ

checking email = trauma ๐Ÿ˜ฌ

clicked open. saw 'URGENT'. instantly regretted my whole life. turned off notifications again.

Apr 26, 2025 ๐Ÿง 

404: brain not found

spent 20 mins debugging a layout only to realise i was editing the wrong file. again.

Apr 19, 2025 ๐Ÿ“Š

site 19 strikes again ๐Ÿ’ฅ

me: everything should be fine this cycle. site 19: *spawns drama out of nowhere*. not again pls.

Apr 08, 2025 ๐Ÿšถโ€โ™€๏ธ

running? i donโ€™t know her ๐Ÿฅฒ

once upon a time, i laced up every night after work. now my shoes collecting dust like trophies.

Mar 20, 2025 ๐Ÿคฏ

coding.exe crashed again ๐Ÿง ๐Ÿ’€

stared at a bug for 45 minutes. turns out i forgot to save the file. i'm retiring.

Mar 06, 2025 โŒ›

ot approved... again ๐Ÿ™ƒ

me: please let there be no overtime claims this week. system: approved x24. me: ๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ”ซ

Mar 03, 2025 ๐Ÿงพ

excel x warzone ๐Ÿ’ฅ

my vlookup betrayed me. formulas broke. boss watching. i smiled through the existential dread.

Feb 20, 2025 ๐ŸŽจ๐Ÿ’ป

dev vs designer brain ๐Ÿง 

spent 40 mins fixing spacing by 1px. cried. then fixed it again because i wasnโ€™t crying hard enough.

Feb 13, 2025 ๐Ÿ“ธ

photo dump dump ๐Ÿ—‘๏ธ

went through my gallery to delete stuffโ€ฆ but ended up editing 10 photos instead. help.

Feb 09, 2025 ๐Ÿคฏ

browser tab chaos ๐ŸŒ€

i opened a tutorial for one thing and somehow ended up reading about quantum css renderingโ€ฆ wtf is wrong with me

Jan 17, 2025 ๐Ÿ’€

3AM Dev Rant ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ

You know what's sexy? Clean commits and working tailwind builds.

Jan 16, 2025 ๐Ÿ“‰

payslip panic ๐Ÿ˜ญ

someone messaged me โ€˜hi i think my CPF is wrongโ€™. i wasn't even awake yet. classic monday.

Jan 15, 2025 ๐Ÿซ 

First sip of code โ˜•

Sometimes I wonder if I'm just compiling emotions...

Jan 13, 2025 ๐ŸŒ†

photowalk thoughts ๐Ÿ“ท

every alley has a story. i think i want to document my fav city corners someday.

Jan 10, 2025 ๐Ÿ’ก

idea dump ๐Ÿ’ญ

thinking of building a journaling app that feels like scribbling in a cafe napkin...

Jan 05, 2025 ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ

late night debugging ๐Ÿ›

today i accidentally fixed a bug by making another mistake... feels like magic ngl