my unfiltered brain dump
Jul 13, 2025 ๐ค
hunger games: nugget edition ๐
woke up to stomach threats. fried nuggets like my life depended on it. it kinda did.
Jul 13, 2025 ๐ซ
tiktok โ flightbooked ๐คก
watched one taiwan vlog and said โme tooโ. booked a ticket, screamed internally, and called it personal growth.
Jul 13, 2025 ๐ฐ
hydration nation ๐ง
drank 3 cups of water after nuggets because balance. i am health. i am confusion.
Jul 13, 2025 ๐ง
dev mode reloaded ๐งโ๐ป
opened VSCode like a boss. stared at screen for 12 mins. added a semicolon and called it a productive day.
Jul 12, 2025 ๐ง
work from couch ๐ป๐๏ธ
opened my laptop at 2pm, typed 4 emails, and decided i earned a full meal and lifelong praise. remote work, they said. empowering, they said.
Jul 12, 2025 ๐ตโ๐ซ
jollibae moment ๐
nothing heals the soul quite like 2pc chicken + spaghetti after 1 hour of โhard workโ. meal of champions, regret of diabetics.
Jul 12, 2025 ๐
nap trap activated ๐ด
planned a power nap at 4pm. woke up to a missed call at midnight. slept through dinner, social life, and possibly a minor earthquake.
Jul 12, 2025 ๐ซ
not now, friend ๐ต
heard my phone ring at 12am, squinted, sighed, flipped it, and rejoined the dream realm. if itโs urgent, email my ghost.
Jul 11, 2025 ๐ตโ๐ซ
self-care but chaotic ๐ฆ
12am.. told myself โjust a biteโ. 6 bites later and now i'm googling how much sugar is too much sugar at midnight.
Jul 11, 2025 ๐ง
not planning to sleep soon ๐
1am.. ice cream kicked in. brain running on sugar and leftover adrenaline from the grievance talk. sleep who??
Jul 10, 2025 ๐งโโ๏ธ
calm before the HR storm ๐ช๏ธ
morning started slow. too slow. almost suspicious. turns out grievance claim brewing in the background. classic.
Jul 10, 2025 ๐ฉโโ๏ธ
grievance? handled. โ
calm voice, firm tone, slight eyebrow raise โ thatโs how you resolve drama without losing your lunch appetite.
Jul 10, 2025 ๐ฝ๏ธ
dinner squad assemble ๐ฒ
met up with the gang for a warm, heavy, delicious dinner. no complaints, except maybe from my jeans button.
Jul 10, 2025 ๐
12am shower, 1am deploy ๐๐ป
came home, rinsed off the day, then sat down to code like a raccoon in the glow of a vending machine. productivity: 10/10.
Jul 09, 2025 ๐งโโ๏ธ๐ฅ
from excel sheets to badminton feats ๐ธ
left work in full office attire and somehow ended up diving for a shuttlecock. competitive? always. prepared? never.
Jul 09, 2025 ๐ด
the dinner trap ๐
i wasnโt gonna go but they said thereโd be home-cooked food. next thing i knew iโm panting, sweating, and questioning my life choices. 10/10 would eat again.
Jul 08, 2025 ๐ค
recovery.exe still loading โณ
tried to rest. dreamt of excel sheets. woke up tired again. cute.
Jul 08, 2025 ๐๏ธ
finallyโฆ a calm inbox?
no new emails in 2 hours. did i finish everything? or am i just hallucinating peace?
Jul 07, 2025 ๐
7th day resurrection ๐งโโ๏ธ
payroll submitted. invoices sent. eyes dead. spirit broken. i am nothing but a vessel of excel.
Jul 07, 2025 ๐ช
overtime till i overfeel
dragged my body to work. forgot my soul at home. forgot what joy feels like too.
Jul 07, 2025 ๐
submitted payroll. collapsed after.
hit โsubmitโ then hit the wall behind me. mentally, emotionally, physically โ complete shutdown achieved.
Jul 06, 2025 ๐ง
sunday scaries x payroll edition ๐ฌ
checked inbox. 17 emails with โurgentโ in subject. sunday peace = evaporated.
Jul 06, 2025 โ๏ธ
coffee couldnโt save me today
drank a large iced latte. still couldnโt debug my soul. next time iโll try espresso.
Jul 05, 2025 ๐งพ
saturday shift sadness โน๏ธ
entered 47 timesheets. no one noticed. i cried and also no one noticed.
Jul 05, 2025 ๐ง
milk tea and misery
rewarded myself with boba. still wanted to scream into a void. it was a chewy void though.
Jul 04, 2025 ๐ฉ
friday? more like cry-day
moodboard: receipts, audit trails, cold coffee, and one dead stare
Jul 04, 2025 ๐
weekend? never heard of her
friday night and iโm drafting payroll corrections. clubs who? friends where?
Jul 03, 2025 ๐ป๐
excel tabs open, sanity closed
doing reconciliation, payroll, and invoicing at the same time. i forgot which sheet i was crying into.
Jul 03, 2025 ๐
sleep debt > actual debt ๐ฅฑ
had 4 hours of sleep and 42 hours of work. iโm floating. is this enlightenment?
Jul 03, 2025 ๐ซ
not the stomach again ๐ซ
ate a cracker, drank water, and felt like i ran a marathon. whereโs the reset button?
Jul 02, 2025 ๐คข
ctrl+s my stomach pls ๐ญ
burning sensation in my upper belly. 100% not from love. 200% from stress and black coffee.
Jul 02, 2025 โ
overtime? overtime. overtime ๐
left the office at 10PM. office chair now knows my scent.
Jul 01, 2025 ๐
1st of the month vibes ๐ซ
payroll opened, inbox exploded, someone asked โhow do i claim OT again?โ. deep breaths. it begins.
Jul 01, 2025 ๐
july said hi with a punch ๐ฅ
1st of the month and payroll is due. i am but a caffeine-fueled puppet in the hands of excel.
Jul 01, 2025 ๐ฝ๏ธ
no lunch break, only data
someone asked me what i ate for lunch. i said column B to Z.
Jun 30, 2025 ๐ฉ
gastritis but make it โจcorporateโจ
drank 2 coffees, skipped lunch, chased payroll. stomach: ok but why are we fighting???
Jun 30, 2025 ๐
brain: buffer overload ๐ฝ
every tab open is a crisis. every file opened is the wrong one. help.
Jun 29, 2025 ๐
excel marathon pt. 458 ๐งพ
8 hours of vlookup, 4 hours of tears, 2 hours of pretending Iโm not dying inside. still not done.
Jun 29, 2025 ๐ตโ๐ซ
when did saturday become monday? ๐คก
working on the weekend like usual... except itโs actually not usual and my soul left 3 hours ago.
Jun 28, 2025 ๐ซฃ
spaghetti of mystery ๐
cooked lunch without measuring anything. tastedโฆ okay? would i serve it to a guest? only if they wronged me.
Jun 28, 2025 ๐ค
digital cart betrayal ๐
started with โiโll just do online groceriesโ. 30 mins later i was in aisle 7 arguing with a tomato. online failed me.
Jun 28, 2025 ๐
project done, soul gone โ
finished one client site, stared at my screen, and immediately got hungry. i code, therefore i crave.
Jun 27, 2025 ๐ต
caffeine count: 4 โ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ
this ainโt a sprint anymore. itโs a 24-hour caffeine marathon and iโm the only runner.
Jun 27, 2025 ๐คนโโ๏ธ
merge conflict... with myself ๐ฅ
working on 3 things at once. forgot what branch iโm on. forgot what iโm fixing. send help or iced latte.
Jun 26, 2025 ๐
the HR spreadsheet wars begin again โ๏ธ
30 sites, 60 tabs, 1 exhausted girl with a pivot table and a prayer.
Jun 26, 2025 ๐จ
styled a div, styled my soul ๐งโโ๏ธ
made a card hover smoother today. heart fluttered. maybe healing starts with css transitions.
Jun 25, 2025 ๐งฉ
just another bug in the matrix ๐ท๏ธ
this bug disappeared when i added a comment. now iโm scared to touch anything else.
Jun 25, 2025 ๐ฝ๏ธ
treat yoself wednesday ๐
had noodles for lunch. bubble tea after. life still chaotic, but at least iโm hydrated (with sugar).
Jun 24, 2025 ๐จ
inbox: 40 unread, 0 emotional capacity ๐ง
opened email. saw the count. sipped coffee. closed email. weโll try again tomorrow.
Jun 24, 2025 โ๏ธ
debugging my attitude ๐โโ๏ธ
client feedback made me cry a little. but also fixed 3 layout issues out of spite. we win anyway.
Jun 23, 2025 ๐ซ
brain: buffering... again ๐ง โณ
opened 5 tabs to start a task. forgot the task. stared at tab 3 for 15 mins. closed laptop.
Jun 23, 2025 ๐ฅ๏ธ
when HR becomes IT ๐ตโ๐ซ
someone asked if i could help 'fix' the printer. i write code, not spells. but sure, iโll try.
Jun 22, 2025 ๐ป
week-END fast af ๐ฉ
isn't it friday just now?! how is it already monday in few hours!! I barely had any sleep yet! calm down a bit will u!๐ญ
Jun 22, 2025 ๐ฅ
coffee for breakfast, lunch & regrets โ๏ธ
ate no real food today. just espresso and adrenaline. now iโm shaking and solving bugs at lightning speed.
Jun 22, 2025 ๐๏ธ
screenshot spiral ๐ธ
tried to organize my screenshots folder. ended up reliving 2 years of chaos. found a pic of a bug i never fixed.
Jun 21, 2025 ๐ชฉ
sheโs aliveeeeee ๐ป๐
after 2 weeks of late nights, coffee overdoses, and a few css meltdowns... my website is officially live. she cute. she coded. she mine.
Jun 20, 2025 ๐
HR or error handler? ๐ง
today i explained the leave policy, approved 2 OTs, fixed a UI bug, and cried in between emails. business as usual.
Jun 20, 2025 โ๏ธ๐ง
coffee logic failing โ !== clarity
drank two americanos. still forgot to close a div. caffeine lied. brain said '404: focus not found'.
Jun 19, 2025 ๐ชฆ
unhinged girl era ๐
havenโt moisturized in 2 days. eye bags thriving. camera roll is 90% memes and screenshots. i miss me.
Jun 18, 2025 ๐ง ๐ฅ
overwhelmed.exe crashed again ๐ป
7 things on my plate, 12 tabs open, and me staring at the wall like itโll solve itself.
Jun 17, 2025 ๐ช
snack = personality ๐ซ
ate 6 biscuits while debugging. no bugs fixed. but iโm full of regret and refined sugar.
Jun 16, 2025 ๐ตโ๐ซ
mirror says no ๐ช
tried to hype myself up today. mirror said 'girl be fr'. immediately opened grabfood and cried over pad thai.
Jun 16, 2025 ๐ฅฑ
brain at 2% ๐ชซ
iโve been running on low power mode for 3 weeks. forgot what rest feels like. someone reboot me pls.
Jun 15, 2025 ๐
pre-booked peace โ๏ธ
four days in Yogyakarta. temples, coffee shops, and maybe a nap under the sun. healing unlocked.
Jun 13, 2025 ๐ฟ
slow days still count ๐
no major tasks, no deadlines, just me, my coffee, and a tab open for learning. peace isnโt loud, but itโs real.
Jun 09, 2025 ๐
email graveyard ๐ฉ
opened outlook. saw 87 unread. closed outlook. opened spotify instead. peace restored.
Jun 08, 2025 ๐คฏ
coffee #3 and still no clarity โ๏ธ
my brain is vibrating, but i still canโt figure out why my flexbox is misbehaving. caffeine failed me.
Jun 06, 2025 ๐งโโ๏ธ
procrasti-cleaning my files ๐งผ
had 1 task to do. ended up renaming 47 folders, deleting 12 screenshots, and changing my vscode theme. still didnโt do the task.
Jun 06, 2025 ๐ฒ
dev powered by noodles ๐
deployed bug-free build after eating spicy korean noodles. coincidence? or is gochujang the new caffeine?
Jun 05, 2025 ๐ก
rubber duck therapy ๐ฆ
explained a bug to my rubber duck, and halfway through, i solved it. duck didnโt even say a word. 10/10 would vent again.
Jun 05, 2025 ๐
excel: the final boss
formulas broke. my soul broke. still approved 30 claims before lunch. powered purely by regret and ctrl+z.
Jun 03, 2025 ๐
accidental HR weapon ๐ฎโ๐จ๐๏ธ
logged in just to โcheck somethingโ and somehow cleared 3 IRs, finalised payroll, and chased 2 vendors. not sure if possessed or efficient.
Jun 01, 2025 โ๏ธ
coffee budget = destroyed ๐ธ
bought 3 coffees today trying to fix one bug. didnโt fix the bug. but i did unlock a new jitter level.
May 30, 2025 ๐ง
missed semicolon, ruined day ๐ฉ
took me 2 hours to debug a layout issueโฆ it was a missing semicolon. pain is temporary, but shame is forever.
May 23, 2025 ๐
home is where mama laughs the loudest ๐ต๐ญ
back in PH with mama and chuchay. shared silog breakfasts, sunset jeepney rides, and stories that didnโt need explaining. soul full.
May 21, 2025 ๐คก
forgot to push again ๐ฉ
felt proud finishing a task early. closed my laptop. forgot to push. forgot it existed. forgot i exist.
May 18, 2025 ๐ญ
Console.log(my feelings)๐ฅบ
I fixed a bug today by crying. Highly effective. Would recommend.
May 17, 2025 ๐
grab rides and roti canai ๐จ
everything felt fast โ the trains, the traffic, the food disappearing from my plate. still thinking about that teh tarik.
May 16, 2025 ๐ค
i deserve a nap bonus ๐ธ
worked 9 hours, coded 3, debugged 6, questioned existence 4. math doesnโt math but i want my reward.
May 13, 2025 ๐
bangkok buzz and mango sticky rice ๐บ
woke up to temple bells and fell asleep to market noise. in between? food, foot massages, and family giggles. 10/10 would sweat again.
May 11, 2025 ๐
ctrl+z my life pls โจ๏ธ
accidentally closed a file without saving. then realised i did the same thing with a conversation once. oops.
May 10, 2025 ๐งโโ๏ธ
named my variable โstuffโ ๐ซ
i'll refactor it later. i lied.
May 10, 2025 ๐งณ
airport wifi and birthday tears ๐๐ถ
spent my birthday at changi doing payroll at 12midnight . waited for mama & chuchay โ birthday glam? not quite. unforgettable? definitely. ๐
May 09, 2025 ๐ตโ๐ซ
merge conflict in my soul ๐งจ
trying to merge code and emotions at the same time. both threw errors. i blame git and feelings equally.
May 07, 2025 ๐ซ
coffee > therapy โ
took one sip and suddenly everything felt 5% more solvable. still crying, but now with purpose.
May 02, 2025 ๐ฉ
checking email = trauma ๐ฌ
clicked open. saw 'URGENT'. instantly regretted my whole life. turned off notifications again.
Apr 26, 2025 ๐ง
404: brain not found
spent 20 mins debugging a layout only to realise i was editing the wrong file. again.
Apr 19, 2025 ๐
site 19 strikes again ๐ฅ
me: everything should be fine this cycle. site 19: *spawns drama out of nowhere*. not again pls.
Apr 08, 2025 ๐ถโโ๏ธ
running? i donโt know her ๐ฅฒ
once upon a time, i laced up every night after work. now my shoes collecting dust like trophies.
Mar 20, 2025 ๐คฏ
coding.exe crashed again ๐ง ๐
stared at a bug for 45 minutes. turns out i forgot to save the file. i'm retiring.
Mar 06, 2025 โ
ot approved... again ๐
me: please let there be no overtime claims this week. system: approved x24. me: ๐๐ซ
Mar 03, 2025 ๐งพ
excel x warzone ๐ฅ
my vlookup betrayed me. formulas broke. boss watching. i smiled through the existential dread.
Feb 20, 2025 ๐จ๐ป
dev vs designer brain ๐ง
spent 40 mins fixing spacing by 1px. cried. then fixed it again because i wasnโt crying hard enough.
Feb 13, 2025 ๐ธ
photo dump dump ๐๏ธ
went through my gallery to delete stuffโฆ but ended up editing 10 photos instead. help.
Feb 09, 2025 ๐คฏ
browser tab chaos ๐
i opened a tutorial for one thing and somehow ended up reading about quantum css renderingโฆ wtf is wrong with me
Jan 17, 2025 ๐
3AM Dev Rant ๐ฎโ๐จ
You know what's sexy? Clean commits and working tailwind builds.
Jan 16, 2025 ๐
payslip panic ๐ญ
someone messaged me โhi i think my CPF is wrongโ. i wasn't even awake yet. classic monday.
Jan 15, 2025 ๐ซ
First sip of code โ
Sometimes I wonder if I'm just compiling emotions...
Jan 13, 2025 ๐
photowalk thoughts ๐ท
every alley has a story. i think i want to document my fav city corners someday.
Jan 10, 2025 ๐ก
idea dump ๐ญ
thinking of building a journaling app that feels like scribbling in a cafe napkin...
Jan 05, 2025 ๐ตโ๐ซ
late night debugging ๐
today i accidentally fixed a bug by making another mistake... feels like magic ngl